Just an epiphany…

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Fifteen years ago today i remember my grandmother praying and fasting day and night that i get back on my feet again. Woke up this morning looked myself in the mirror and i had a flashback of what i looked like back then, it has just been His grace all through he years. The other day when i was driving on the high way and the road was all crooked, I kinda lost control of the wheels for like a minute or two. I was scared to my bones and the first thing that flashed through my mind was is this how people die, in my mind i was already asking for the forgiveness of my sins. But my friend who was in the car with me told me not to be scared. This person didn’t even look worried a all. I was like I almost killed us and you’re there telling me not to be scared. That day I realized once again how important it is to be grateful to God for life. Looking back at how far I have come, all these years, all I can say is I am grateful to God for the gift of life. This morning as i woke up happy and excited that it’s my day, I am a year older today, it dawned on me that i am actually not getting any younger ( not that i didn’t know that before),  I realized that as I grew I have made mistakes, learnt lessons and that my choices and decision making needs to change. I realize that i’m just a year closer to my grave (know i’m not thinking of death, everyone’s obligated to that anyway), although my wish is to grow old. I realized  I gotta love, laugh, smile, cry, live life as much as i can because i don’t know what tomorrow holds for me , so I’m just gonna go with the flow and above all make sure I make an impact  that would be spoken of after I am no more.

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